I will pray without ceasing for these unspoken requests. For the second time in my life, I can truly say that I am doing just that. There is not a minute that goes by without the Holy Spirit putting words to the multitude of feelings that are heavy in my heart. I am praying for direction, for an answer, for some kind of modern day miracle, for a word that it will be okay.
And He whispers: "Trust."
And He reminds me of Jeremiah 29:11.
And though they aren't the words I was hoping for, they are more than enough. At the whisper of His voice, He brings peace to a worried soul and a mind full of questions.
My strength is renewed, and I continue on with the waiting.